"She and I have known each other for some time; yet she always seems like a total stranger to me. She often walks past me without looking into my eyes or acknowledging my presence, having me staring at her cold, transparent eyes and trying to make sense of her actions. Bemused, I tried talking to her, and she told me, "You're steely and cold, and that's why I don't say hi." Vehemently shocked, I didn't know how to reply, and only managed a soft 'okay'."

"My relationship with her is complicated. We often greet each other, and enjoy conversing about life and all sorts of topics; but at the end of the day, all I get from her is a cold 'bye' - and that's all it takes to pale everything that happened."

"She's such a beauty. Her gorgeous black eyes, long shiny hair and glossy, velvet lips are like man magnets. Sometimes, when I stare at her from a distance, my mind does not think of anything else, and I can feel my heart beating faster and faster. I think I'm infatuated with her."

The paragraphs above are not entirely random. I was trying to - more like failing at - express some of my wilder imaginations. Indeed, these few days have been absolutely tiring, with so much work to do and a competition to prepare for.

This post is actually dedicated to someone whom I do really pity very much. Unfortunately, I am not going to disclose the identity of the person. However, not to disappoint you entirely, one of the three paragraphs is actually referring to my feelings toward her. Go figure if you're interested.

And Monday mornings will soon be busy due to my getting into the Mathematical Olympiad training enrichment programme. I wonder if I've also gotten into the Rennaissance Programme (the odds are extremely low, though). :/

Anyway, Chinese New Year was not exactly very exciting. I got kind of bored with visiting relatives, so I tried reading "Six Sacred Stones" by Matthew Reilly. Guess what? I didn't manage to finish reading it, thanks to the frequent conversations with relatives and all sorts of distractions. Disappointed, I decided to find another book to read - a shorter one. And I chanced upon this really awesome book:

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It's been a while since I last updated my weblog. The principal reason why I have not been updating is that I am ill.

I am currently down with cough and a very bad sore throat, and talking to friends in school is just exacerbating my illness. I have been having a detox diet for the past few days in school, eating only watermelons, honeydews and bananas. Well, detox diet is supposed to be healthy and slimming-enhancing; I'm having uncanny, weird vibes about that, though.

Hope I'll convalesce soon. I need my loud and clear voice to make a complete me.

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